december!!

writing the date on my notes this morning in biology was a little bit of a shock. december already, really?? crazy. so as suspected, option A is no longer an option. which is okay, things happen for a reason and luckily i already know why that didn't happen. i think i've finally figured out my plan for this next semester but i'm not going to specify what it is until everything is finalized. which will hopefully be very soon. but i feel really good about it and think that it is the best thing for me right now.
so, i'm very excited that the weeks of school are winding down- only 2 more days of class!- but i'm not so excited about the work load that that brings.. i have so much to do tomorrow, i don't even want to think about it. but at least i will feel like i accomplished something (hopefully). i'm never very positive when it comes down to finals time, but i have a friend who for some reason believes in me a lot more than i believe in myself. so it's nice when he calms me down saying, stop it, just study, you're going to do great. i've never thought of myself as one that needed that kind of encouragement and support, but i guess i do...
anyway, as a closing remark, i'm just going to say MAN UP. i think everybody can use that (you can take it literally or not), but there are specific people that i'm talking about. they should know who they are. and if not, well just assume i'm talking about you. life is too short to let yourself be stuck in a rut. say what you mean, mean what you say. say what you feel. feel what you say? ha. it doesn't quite work for that one, but you get the point...

"silly boy" the blue van